"We didn't lose anyone, we gained an angel."

RIP Grandma Coring

I got the text from my dad that she passed away this morning. I was in disbelief even though we knew her condition was terminal. A few minutes later my sister called me and told me that our dad called her and in the background she can hear our whole family crying (they're in the PI). I don't know what to say or even think. I feel so much for my family because they've encountered so many deaths this year already, and now their mother just passed away. What's even more sad is that I can't even remember the last time I saw her. And what's makes me so confused is that I haven't even cried. I feel so numb to everything. I know I care for her and my family but not a single tear has come down yet and I'm scared for that moment when it all falls down.

I know she was a wonderful mother and grandmother to all. She will be greatly missed. I love you Lola Coring. I know you're watching over us <3.

This past November, a few friends lost their loved ones. This is just another reminder to keep your loved ones close and make sure they know they are cared and loved by you. Don't take advantage of anyone, you never really know when it's their time.

I'm starting to get scared of death.