So I'm sitting in my school's library trying to figure out why I can not connect to the internet when all of a sudden this guy asks me if he can sketch me. I agreed to go along with it. I didn't have to stay still because he told me to continue what I do was doing. It was just awkward having a random guy keep starring at me. This guy was quite something for a stranger. He wanted so bad to talk about "life" with me and I was completely open with it. It all started about how he questioned emotions and I was like perfect! Grill me about emotions because we are learning about it in my psychology class. We talked about business and our career paths. He really kept telling me that with my attitude I can really be successful. I ONLY KNEW HIM FOR 6 MINUTES. He just kept asking questions (which I really wish I can remember) about how I would handle situations. I would tell him and he told me I seem pretty aware of my surroundings and I'm not impulsive. I think rationally and carefully. He said he really "admired" me for that and I was like..kindda creeped out? But I told him along with all of that I have my pride...with dating that is. Then I gave him my whole speech about how I know what I want in a relationship and I do not settle for less. Fuck, my expectations are high as it is and if I do meet anyone not only do they have to meet those expectations, they have to be above that (if that makes sense). And then he concluded that all ex-es set the standard! And it's so true! Come to think of it, every boy I have been involved with made me set more standards for the next. My first boyfriend set the standards really well (because he was the all time asshole) and I guess it shows 'cause all the boys I have dated are really nice (except for one). They are just really nice, genuine boys!
So in all I had an intellectual conversation with a complete stranger today. His name is Kalvin though. Like Calvin Klein! Hahah reminds me of Back to the Future.
Today I also settled some shit. It felt really good but most of all..comforting.
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