Start of something new

Well, in the middle of my studying I remembered I haven't PUBLICLY blogged in a while. I do have a Livejournal but only close people or older stalkers know about it. And I just decided to make one here. A new start of happy (hopefully only happy) memories and what a great way to start it off as a first year college student, since that LJ was all about those stupid high school breakups. (The LJ account will still be constantly updated but it's more for personal thoughts. HA! You guys have no access.)

ENOUGH BABBLING AND TIME TO GET DOWN TO THE JUICY STUFF!

LOVE? What's love? I can't explain 'cause I'm dating no one right now. I like it. But sometimes I don't because loneliness gets the best of me. And if you bitches really know how I am..I just can't (or don't want to) live a happy life without having a boy by my side. I'm close to being over everything but my pride is high up in the sky now. So for now I'm practicing the single life..as happily as I can. BUT FOR THE MOST PART, FUCK GUYS..seriously...lets be friends first and then we can build something from that kay? Whatever, "I put the icky in picky!"

I moved to Orange back to where I grew up in. Not gonna lie, but I'm a little panzy because I'm scared of this house. I guess some paranormal activity took place when I was younger and I have to sleep with the TV on. But whatever homes. Anyway, I got EXTREMELY bored and impatient so I painted my room all my by myself. I think painters deserve a good pay because that's some hard work. Maybe hard work for me 'cause I was TIP TOEING the whole fucking time!

A month into college, my hard studying has paid off and I'm getting exceptional grades. I deserve it damnit for being MIA. Whatever work hard, party hard. Story of my life. It's really funny how people think I'm SO MS. PARTY GIRL over here but really much time is spent in my room sleeping and eating. FOR REAL. I've become really picky (or lazy) with who I chill with. I feel really bad because people always hit me up to chill and I just say no. And what's even more pathetic is I end up just chilling at home. I don't know. Two years ago is when all hell broke lose in my life and I lived that party life and now I'm (pretty much just ) over it. All I wanna do is kick it with my close friends. Party when I'm done studying. But IDK but I just want to kick it at home? I value my alone time.

Since college does offer a lot of free time, I decided to get into modeling. My best friends are into and why not? It's only a hobby. It's fun! I mean what kind of girl doesn't want to get dressed up and take pictures!!!!

The down side of this past week is I've been fucking flaked out on SO many times! I mean I would get ready and I'm about to hop in my car and then BAM! "I'm sorry but it's not happening anymore!" I know it's out of their control but that shit SUCKS. And I haven't gotten mad for that long in a LONG time. Hmph...

PICTURES!


My room! My palace of looooooooooooove.


Here are some of my favorites shots from the past shoots. I have a bikini shoot. I'm not that excited for obvious reasons.











MY DOGGIE, TOBY!!!!!!!!!!


My other dog, LOUIE!!

Pictures from Rock the Bells. I MISS SUMMER =[. Kawawawawa...






I'm not embarrassed to say this BUT THERE WERE SO MANY "FINE FELLAS" THERE. &I NEVER say that.


&a video of my best friend and me. I think it was CRAZY how a guy from Myspace asked me if I was that asian girl in those Youtube videos. I was freaked out and I asked how do you know..and he said he recognized my laugh!!! WHOAAAAA, right?


I miss my dad. I'm kindda sad I missed the Bikol Festival (he invited me to go with him). I'm really interested about different cultures especially my own. Whatever always next year! Anywho, LA Fair. I wanna go, I wanna go ogogogogogo.

I kind of miss high school. I just miss being stupid at school and NO ONE can ever understand that unless they graduated from Rosary. Nikki just texted me about how Kairos is going on THIS SECOND. And I'm really considering of sending in my letter about being a leader. I can't say anymore because I don't want to ruin anything for anyone going on later Kairos trips. I MISS KAIROS. I miss my friends..especially the ones who left for SD =[.