Red, yellow, yellow, blue, pedal!

So last night I decided to spend the last dollars of my debut money on a PS3 and Rock Band (I only purchased the drum set though). It came out to be a whopping.."FUCK MY MOM IS GONNA KILL ME" dollars. Why did I want to purchase such an expensive item? Fuck, I don't know. I love Rock Band and plus the consule includes Blue Ray and it has WiFi (I just keep telling myself the perks to make sure my money didn't go to waste. So after playing for a good 3 hours I have mastered the easy level and I am transitioning in medium. My goal is to beat the hard level by the end of the year. I'm taking this too seriously.


My mama don't love me 'cause she hasn't called me since she left for the PI. Not going to lie but I hope she showers me with souvenirs......FOOD. I want pastillas and Chocnut and new packs of So-ens.

These days have been really good btw!

If know me then you should know how much I am in love with the Disney movie, High School Musical. (It is my guilty pleasure). Last night I, along with girls of the Tripod, went to the midnight showing. Throughout the movie I couldn't help myself but say "awwwwww". I don't understand how two people can have that much chemistry. That shit isn't real in life! And that's what makes it so entertaining. Nonetheless, if you enjoyed the last two movies then you will love this one. Also, I didn't know it was possible for a boy to be so gosh deng good looking!!!!

Anywho, I'm in English class and I feel like I am freezing my ass off. This class is a joke. They placed me in English 100 so I expect to be taught in that level but no...we're learning how to fucking WRITE an essay. I already know this. Give me a challenge, fuuhhhhhhh!

I haven't cruised around in a longgggggg time. I need to find friends who would want to cruise around and not just go 63 mph down a hill.

I have an open pad for the next 2-3 weeks! Party?????????????????????

"Dude, you guys I have leprosy!"

Saturday night was my cousin's bday party and we drank zee night away! It was good seeing the family again. My asian glow was in full effect and it resembled "leprosy". Also, it's official..I suck at scherades.

My grandpa left today to go back to his hunny (my grandma) in the PI. I'll miss him. I'll miss him bugging me to eat even though I just did. I'll miss hearing his humming and whistling throughout the house. I wish they were both here. My mom also left too...so open pad? Party? We'll see, we'll see.

Life has been chill. Just focusing on me for once...s'all good!!!

TWO YEARS AGO..

...I haven't fucking changed when it comes to relationships. I mean I have matured but my mentality has not changed (if that makes any sense). I'm just really shocked looking back at that entry because I was 16 when I wrote it. I was at such a young age but I really knew what I wanted and I still do. My pickiness is what hasn't changed. I guess I've gotten a little lenient because I've dated a few guys. My Livejournal really holds a lot of shit that has happened in my life. Oh boy them Wonder Years (as I call it) were so bittersweet. It holds everything since sophmore year and gross...my scenster years! I'm glad I've been blogging because I have so much to look back to now.

ANYWHO, I've been MIA and I don't mind it at all. But I've been feeling all cutsey lately =]. Tehehehehe.

I can't wait till Kanye's new CD hits the stores. I'm fucking stoked if you ask me! I'm down to drop some Benjamins on his next tour again. It was worth every penny.

I'm a Ghostbuster for Halloween. The only thing is I have nothing planned for that night though =[!!!

GROWING UP

A lot has been going on in my life and I think I need some time to myself to figure things out. THEREFORE, I will be MIA. Don't worry I'll keep in touch if I find it beneficial.

ANYWHO, I won tickets on Kiis FM for the Jimmy Kimmel show which Kanye performed at. It was fucking amazing. We were so close to him!!! Then, we hungout with some fun people at Roscoe's.

This week has been very comfortable. It's what I needed because of what has been happening to me lately.

I've been deprived from the internet for a whole a week and I really like it. I have one on one time with my lovely plasma tv in my room. (I'm at using sister's computer.)

Right now I'm focusing on school and who the fuck I am as stupid as it sounds!

"Can I sketch you?"

So I'm sitting in my school's library trying to figure out why I can not connect to the internet when all of a sudden this guy asks me if he can sketch me. I agreed to go along with it. I didn't have to stay still because he told me to continue what I do was doing. It was just awkward having a random guy keep starring at me. This guy was quite something for a stranger. He wanted so bad to talk about "life" with me and I was completely open with it. It all started about how he questioned emotions and I was like perfect! Grill me about emotions because we are learning about it in my psychology class. We talked about business and our career paths. He really kept telling me that with my attitude I can really be successful. I ONLY KNEW HIM FOR 6 MINUTES. He just kept asking questions (which I really wish I can remember) about how I would handle situations. I would tell him and he told me I seem pretty aware of my surroundings and I'm not impulsive. I think rationally and carefully. He said he really "admired" me for that and I was like..kindda creeped out? But I told him along with all of that I have my pride...with dating that is. Then I gave him my whole speech about how I know what I want in a relationship and I do not settle for less. Fuck, my expectations are high as it is and if I do meet anyone not only do they have to meet those expectations, they have to be above that (if that makes sense). And then he concluded that all ex-es set the standard! And it's so true! Come to think of it, every boy I have been involved with made me set more standards for the next. My first boyfriend set the standards really well (because he was the all time asshole) and I guess it shows 'cause all the boys I have dated are really nice (except for one). They are just really nice, genuine boys!

So in all I had an intellectual conversation with a complete stranger today. His name is Kalvin though. Like Calvin Klein! Hahah reminds me of Back to the Future.

Today I also settled some shit. It felt really good but most of all..comforting.

This is the sketch. Too bad I don't have big lips like the ones there!! Not too bad for doing in like 7 minutes.

Throw it back

TO A YEAR AGO!

Aw, my old room! Deng, I dress slightly different now. I wouldn't wear that today for sure.

Rosary Day!! Who would have known that a year later we would be best friends. My hair is longer now too!! It's up to my boobs. YES, PROGRESS!

This was at Melissa's bday dinner at the Irvine Spectrum. We ran into some HUGE dogs. And that pose was completely candid. I swear! That dog was like a pony for me! HUGEEEE dog. I was all giddy when I saw them.

My Homecoming! WOW, one of the best dances. Party bus of 40 and after party at my friend's mansion. My make-up was gross!!

My debut court. Oh, waking up at 7 in the morning on Sundays...

Rosary Day!

Dustin's Homecoming! Yes I wore my dress twice. I didn't mind to recycle since my parent's were under stress with the finance of my debut haha.

After party! Buzzy wuzzy.

TWO YEARS AGO!!

My mom accidentally saw this picture and was like, "WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE DO YOU HANGOUT WITH!"

I wanna go back to blonde but just thinking about the time, money, AND damage I'm gonna get myself into..ain't worth it!

Looking back at these pictures makes me truly grateful for the EXCITING life God has blessed me with. Even though my life is really unstable, it also gives me opportunities to experience things other people can't. Every year I change kind of drastically. For sure, I don't hangout with the same people I did two years ago and even a year ago. Every year changes and for the better! My life is inconsistent but in the end I tend to like it a lot because I've explored so much. I just realized that now I look at things at a different positive perspective. But I'm really ready just to settle now...

Enough of this serious stuff. My grandpa came home with goodies from the PI and one of them is pastillas. I swear, I've gained a good 3 pounds!! Yayyy..not.

Anywho, did you guys register to vote like I told to? 'CAUSE I DID ALREADY.

Here are two pics from this weekend. It was alright.


I don't know..but I haven't been myself lately.